urggg earlyer i reached an alltime low, i cut m,yself and everything, i even had a mental brake down and panic attack within an hour of each other. my life seems to be getting worse and worse.

i had my collage interview aswell but it looks like i wont get in cos of the crap report i had from my school, after every pice of crap that school has done for me has messed my life right up. i just want to shot them son of a bitches. i have no idea what im going to do with my life now as i wont get the job i want which is working in a nice restrant cos the collage wont accept someone who is "unreliable" "stupid" "underachiving" "trubiled" so im guessing imma live on the street when older and with have no life and shit cos its all messaged up :(