urggg earlyer i reached an alltime low, i cut m,yself and everything, i even had a mental brake down and panic attack within an hour of each other. my life seems to be getting worse and worse.

i had my collage interview aswell but it looks like i wont get in cos of the crap report i had from my school, after every pice of crap that school has done for me has messed my life right up. i just want to shot them son of a bitches. i have no idea what im going to do with my life now as i wont get the job i want which is working in a nice restrant cos the collage wont accept someone who is "unreliable" "stupid" "underachiving" "trubiled" so im guessing imma live on the street when older and with have no life and shit cos its all messaged up :(

22 May 2011

so i joined this to be closer to the girl i love, she knows i love her but she dosnt relise that she loves me back again. been doing nothing latly although i went town yesterday to meet a friend but they had to go as everyone always does but meet someone new which is always good